Monthly Archives: October 2013

Yesterday marked 1 year

One year ago. Missing you.  How is it that you are gone? Life is so unfair.

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Tomorrow

Dear Anneliese, Tomorrow marks one year since I last held you in my arms.  I cannot believe it has already been a whole year since I saw your smile, kissed your sweet head, and inhaled your sweet baby smell. How … Continue reading

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Softly Sleeping

Softly Sleeping By Emily Brown Weaver A tribute to Anneliese We left her softly sleeping, But she wandered on her way, and perhaps she heard us weeping, even though she couldn’t stay…. For the heavens danced around her and the angels called … Continue reading

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Fighting for Anneliese

Another blogger who lost a child to SIDS posted this earlier today and it really struck a familiar chord with me: http://chasinghissunshine.wordpress.com/2013/10/13/the-narrow/: “When my first son, Isaac, was born I expected to feel an immense love. I had read enough … Continue reading

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Falling apart today

Grief, you suck.  I am not strong enough for this.  Today I am in a pit of despair, missing my Anneliese.  I know it is worse because it is October.  At this time last year, I would never have envisioned … Continue reading

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Parent’s Magazine “SIDS” article

I have kept myself fairly anonymous on this blog, just unsure of how much to reveal in a blog that is public.  However I will let the cat out of the bag on this most current post.  My rant on … Continue reading

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Radioactive

I don’t usually write much about my trials with papillary thyroid carcinoma.  Most of my grief has to do with the loss of Anneliese.  Really, my cancer was almost too much to comprehend.  I mean, really, it almost is a … Continue reading

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Rapunzel’s hair

Lately the girls have been obsessed with the Disney movie Tangled.  Aka Rapunzel to them.  My 2 1/2 year olds pleading voice at all times of day: “Rapunzel mommy, Rapunzel.” And then after just finishing the movie with barely two … Continue reading

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October

  October. I hate October now. My moods are up and down. Now that it is October, I can feel them crashing. A permanent crash and burn every October for the rest of my life. Anneliese never got to experience … Continue reading

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