I am a full time working mom of 3 girls, ages 7 (Miss A), 5 (Miss K) and one angel forever 4 months and 6 days old (Anneliese), stolen from us by SIDS. Soon after her death, I was diagnosed with thyroid cancer. I had a thyroidectomy in November of 2012 (entire thyroid was removed), and then radioactive iodine in January of 2013. I am not considered “cancer free” but it’s not growing either. Right now it’s just a wait and see. My health trials are nothing though in comparison to the loss of our third daughter. Every day is a struggle, and I am desperately searching for my “rainbow” after the storm.. happiness in some shape or form. Whether that comes from accepting and loving my life the way it is, and moving on, or hopefully being blessed with another baby in the future is up to God.