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About prayingformyrainbow

I am a mom of 3 girls, one lost to SIDS October 2012. A survivor of thyroid cancer, and a full time working mom trying to remain faithful that I will see my daughter again. My rainbow after SIDS arrived June 19, 2015!

The Future

May is coming to a close and June is soon approaching.  The month of June is such a jumble of emotions for me. Having given birth to 3 June babies, one of which was my angel, Anneliese, means many happy … Continue reading

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Strollin’ to Fight SIDS 2016

I am excited to announce that registration is well underway for Strollin’ to Fight SIDS 2016! Our next event is June 25, 2016 in Bellevue, WA.  This year all proceeds will benefit SIDS Research Guild at Seattle Children’s Hospital! Link … Continue reading

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Missing you

Nothing fancy. Just wanted to tell you that mommy misses you every day. I’m feeling so depressed and alone. You should be turning 4. Sometimes I feel like giving up

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Lonely

Some days, just suddenly, I feel lonely.  Child loss is a lonely path.  I’m over 3 years out, and I certainly don’t expect others to hover over me like they did when I just lost Anneliese. But sometimes, I wish … Continue reading

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3 years yesterday

3 years yesterday. Missing Anneliese. I made this video to remember her: https://flipagram.com/f/eWoIGVydws

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Guest blog post at Babies after 35

A huge thank you to Babies after 35 for inviting me to be a guest blogger on their site! Check out my story at:   A Rainbow After the Storm

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My rainbow is here! (A bit belated)

Wow, I can’t believe it.. it’s been over a month since our rainbow baby arrived!  I was in the hospital due to placenta previa for over a month. Although it was boring, and stressful, there were blessings in my hospital … Continue reading

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Countdown to my rainbow

Today I am 36 weeks and 1 day! After all the scares I’ve had I’m so happy to have made it this far. I am still hospitalized, and we have set a date: July 1st! I am a bit anxious … Continue reading

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Complications

When my husband and I decided to try to conceive, we took a leap of faith. He was currently unemployed, and it certainly was not “the right time” to try to conceive.  Previously our attempts had been thwarted: first by … Continue reading

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Strollin’ to Fight SIDS

Join us June 13th! Strollin' to Fight SIDS.

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