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Missing you

Nothing fancy. Just wanted to tell you that mommy misses you every day. I’m feeling so depressed and alone. You should be turning 4. Sometimes I feel like giving up Advertisements

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Lonely

Some days, just suddenly, I feel lonely.  Child loss is a lonely path.  I’m over 3 years out, and I certainly don’t expect others to hover over me like they did when I just lost Anneliese. But sometimes, I wish … Continue reading

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3 years yesterday

3 years yesterday. Missing Anneliese. I made this video to remember her: https://flipagram.com/f/eWoIGVydws

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Guest blog post at Babies after 35

A huge thank you to Babies after 35 for inviting me to be a guest blogger on their site! Check out my story at:   A Rainbow After the Storm

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My rainbow is here! (A bit belated)

Wow, I can’t believe it.. it’s been over a month since our rainbow baby arrived!  I was in the hospital due to placenta previa for over a month. Although it was boring, and stressful, there were blessings in my hospital … Continue reading

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Countdown to my rainbow

Today I am 36 weeks and 1 day! After all the scares I’ve had I’m so happy to have made it this far. I am still hospitalized, and we have set a date: July 1st! I am a bit anxious … Continue reading

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Complications

When my husband and I decided to try to conceive, we took a leap of faith. He was currently unemployed, and it certainly was not “the right time” to try to conceive.  Previously our attempts had been thwarted: first by … Continue reading

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Complications

As of yesterday I was 28 weeks.  Last week I had a “routine” OB appointment, and some of what my OB discussed caught me by surprise.  The visit prior, he had been talking of a c-section at 39 weeks (July … Continue reading

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26 weeks today

Today marks 26 weeks. I am almost in the third trimester. July seems so close, and yet so far away at the same time. Although I feel him kicking and bopping around inside of me, I sometimes wonder if this … Continue reading

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Almost 24 weeks

I haven’t been writing much. I guess because sometimes it feels like no one is listening. I am almost 24 weeks pregnant with my rainbow baby boy. He still does not have a name. I can feel his kicks, tiny, … Continue reading

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